‘I Thought I Was Going to Die Soon’ – Actress Toyin Abraham

Toyin Abraham, a Popular Nollywood actress, producer has opened up on how challenging life was for her before she discovered herself.

Toyin in an interview with media personality, Chude Jideonwo, shared a part of her life story when she was depressed and had to seek the help of a counsellor.

The actress while Recounting her experience in life said, her depression made her abandon her family and led her into smoking cigarettes which is unacceptable in her Christian home.

She said, “At some time in my life, my manager had to get me a counsellor because I was depressed but lived in denial. I was not happy and very scared of life.

“It was that bad that I thought of swimming or jumping from the third mainland bridge and hoping someone will save me.

“I confided in people and they used it against me, I had fear of the unknown, my thought filled with negative things.

“It was hard for me to trust people then because the people I had around me didn’t know how to keep things secret.

“I am from a Christian home but had to avoid them because I started smoking cigarettes.

“I detached myself from my family because I thought I was going to die soon and didn’t want them to miss me.”

“I had to change everybody around me, had a different mentality to rediscover myself.

“When you’re depressed you don’t know what you’re capable of doing, Immediately I overcame all of that, I redesigned my life to be my best version.

Toyin, however, got over her fears and became more responsible after she got a new manager and a counsellor.

“I got over my fears with the help of my manager and counsellor. You have to go through fire to have the finest things,” She said